Siqi's Daily Happenings,: 2014

I am just hoping that 2014 will be great and everyone around me can stay happy and healthy ! 2013 was bad. Not exactly very bad, but yeah just not that awesome for me. A year full of ups and downs. Especially nov-dec, hell lots of things had happened just within these two months. Firstly, i was so stressed out because of school. To be specific, all the field supervisions. And when i was in the midst of preparing for my fps, my grandma passed away. I was dumbfounded from the moment i stepped into the house after coming back from the kid's concert. I was so excited with what had happened during the concert and wanted to share it with my mum. But the moment i stepped into the house, i realized things were not right. Mum was in the kitchen sobbing and my sisters were just here comforting her. Too sudden, just too sudden. No one expected this to happen. Mum and sis went Malaysia on that day itself to prepare for the funeral and i was told to go back a few days after because of school. I applied leave on the day when i needed to hand up my assignment. I have no choice but to hand up earlier. It was all so stressful. Part of me was worried about my grandma and part of me was worried about whether have i done my assignment correctly. Eventually, i handed up early and i went Malaysia on a Tuesday right after my attachment. The next day was the day whereby they would bury the coffin and everyone was to bid their final goodbye. I thought i would be okay. To be honest, i am not very close to my grandma. I didn't really feel anything when i was told she was sick. I mean , i wanted her to get well soon but at that point of time i didn't really put it in my heart. However , on that day itself, reality finally sunk in. I will never get to see my grandma again . never. I cried my heart out. Everybody was all so sad. A day which i do not want to be reminded of. It was just too sad. Worse still, i went for attachment the next day and it was really hard to hide my emotions. Fortunately, i was able to do so and the kids were really capable of putting yet another smile on my face. Baby K is my fav now. He is a very active baby but he is still a sweetheart to me. He has grown so attached to me and i really like it when he ask me for a hug. I cant wait to see him this coming wed ! Oh yes, my group mates and i have also conducted a parent workshop not too long ago. It went well . All our hard work paid off ! 2 more supervisions to go and i cant for everything to end. 2014 please be good.

Our grandma looking all so happy with all her sons, daughters ,

grandchildren and even great-grandchildren.