Learning to let go

My lappy is officially dead and that explain why there are no pictures in this blogpost. Heading down to hp later to fix it! TwinnyA is very kind to accompany me ! Thanks! I am now using my phone to blog, and I know that I can upload pictures from here, but I am not sure how the post layout will turn out. It may turn out to be very ugly and stuff. So better don't take the risk! Fyi, I am blogging while travelling to school! I foresee that I won't be able to blog when i get home due to the lack of time. Same goes to the rest of the week! I am gonna to be so busy with revisions and work. Last week was a disaster! Words cant describe how terrible it was. I literally broke down. Not once but many times. Fortunately, I have bunch of friends who were very understanding and all. Especially, my twinnyA. Thanks for being there when needed. I am glad that everything is over, and eventually everything was just an misunderstanding. So yah, I am now the happy sq again! ^^ I have been very tensed up and negative this few days! One of my friend asked me, what am I doing on my birthday.. I seriously have no plan as exams are around that period. Ok, in this case el oral ! And yeah, is just another birthday right, nothing to be happy about. I don't expect anything also, because as I have always said, expectations lead to disappointment. Everytime, when I really expect and hope that something good will happen, there will be nothing in the end. So, no. Nothing. But then, I think I should learn to unwind a little. I have been so stressed out and stuff. Ermm, but i don't know how! Anyway, I am reaching school soon! Omg. That's really fast! Bye lovelies ! Sorry for ending the blogpost in such abrupt manner! ><