Indecisiveness

A lot of things have been bothering me. Sometimes, i hate myself for being so indecisive. Why cant i simply make a decision? I always have that tendency to ask people around for opinions. As time goes, some people would get very annoyed and irritated. It seems like i am pestering them for something that is irrelevant to them. That's why. I learnt my mistake, and i thought i shall keep everything to myself and ultimately, i am the one who is going to make that whatever decision, isn't it? BUT, it's tough! It's really really tough. Ok, Dip plus, i just cant decide whether to go or not to go. why is it so difficult? Seriously, i have ZERO interest in business, but getting a cert in 6days time sounds good. So, tell me how? Shall i go to just take that cert? or rather to stay at home to study for my EL ? People out there would give me the same answer(except for a few), "follow your heart" But how?! If i had that ability to decide, i would not have asked you in the first place. Till now, i am still not able to decide, but somehow i know that i will not be going. I may change my decision in the end, no one knows. This shows how indecisive i am. Sometimes, i feel that blogging is a better way for me to express myself rather than talking to a person. One more thing, don't doubt me when i am trying my very best to achieve the things i want. I have plucked up enough courage to retake my EL O'levels. I read dictionary to improve my vocabulary, so don't say things like "Got use meh?" Do you know it's very disheartening to hear that? Everybody has their own way to achieve the things they want! And so, i have mine! Enough of grunting , back to reality.  

* Even the littlest thing, could bright up my day.